I don’t know what the blessedness mean!According to Bible,the man originally had 2 heads,4 shoulders and 4feet,but he was divided apart only for disloyaity,so the male and female come to being!From the earth produced,the betrayal goes with one generation after generation！Perhaps this kind of low-quality root embedded in human beings!In recent months,I have cried for numerous times,my tears of my whole life have been poured out almost completely!Every most intimate and confidential people in my life goes out of my sight gradually !What the hell have I done before?1 liters of tears have been used up! What have I owed in the nether world?Please tell me,please tell me why…’God is subtle,but he is not malicious’is it true?So where the window left by God is open to me?Take care,you are my last hope…