So depressed,maybe caused by the obsession about affection.How long and how soon the images of you always in my dreams and the illusions of you around my real life will come true?Please down my knees,the fairly explicit answers I am now begging for...The days passed by,the tears flew down,the plane was gradually out of my sight ,I swore I would be here right waiting for you,but how well deserved for my waiting you are!I have got the terrible insomnia since the past winter,every night seems to be a great torture to me,the unbelievable agony I have to suffer from day by day.Happiness and self-esteem I would have got,though,everything has turned to its reverse!What mockery ultimately I have earned!What a nonsense the whole play of my life does play!If I can choose the result,I may desert all the belongings now I have got only to return to the days we have spent together one last year!Yeah,I konw it is no use crying over the spilt milk,it is no use repenting over the lost things,maybe the vulnerability of my mind decides the way I work and trains the tenderness of my own unique character.I am a man who is so sentimental that I cannot part with everything about you whatever the things of mentality or reality,that also is my most treasurable treasure!Do you know ,do you know,what a kind of weight you mean to me falls on me everyday that I am still alive !Sorry I love you so deeply,please please please my virginal and maiden girl lead a life of more happiness than mine.Sorry ,I love you !My girl,do you want to play one more last dance with me ?